My dream is my Destiny

We had a relationship for more than five years. I don’t know why i am writing this blog for her. She is very kind,beatiful and more lovely. She loved me so much and me too. Time was running, one day i did some mistake and took worst decision to leave her alone. I knew that it really hurt her but I have changed the thoughts. I was 22 and she was 18 years old. I didn’t have any source to make her happy in the future. I made some drama to make the situation easy to be separated from each other. And I left her without any reason. Is there a girl or not like her in my destiny, I don’ t know. God forgive me. Dear you r my world.